I can’t fucking breathe and my heart is beating so fucking fast!!! My best friend, the one in jail is online on Facebook.
I don’t know if it’s really him online but if it is…omg
I’m honestly ASHAMED because I never was able to go visit him. If he hates me, I swear I wouldn’t blame him but it would fucking kill me! ):
I mean… I’m sure everyone has slept with that person when they’re really wasted that they never would have otherwise.
So the only way you can condon your actions to everyone is saying ” What happened? I blacked out ): “
Hahaha yeah I know what happened, sadly ):
And Cassy thought my story of when that happened to me was funny >.>
So sick! ):
Ugh I need Cassy here with me.
Besides me being sick right meow, life is pretty fucking great for once…like wtf :|.
I’m going to hang out with my old best friend all summer.
I have a awesome therapist that has helped me move on from something I should have given up on years ago, hahaha I was such a fool!
I haven’t used Heroin at all. Actually I’ve been sober for days now.
I’m happy.
These are all reasons that this summer is going to kick ass. I know it’s going to get better, I can feel it in my bones (:
Yo se! Es tan hermoso (:
<3
Yes! I love being so fucked I feel as if I’m in make believe land. Everything feels like a dream, I can be anything <3
I’m going to be so fucking sick for the next three weeks, FML!
Hello there, my name is Ian and I'm a worthless junkie that should be shot on sight. This is my personal blog about how I live my life in a state of melancholic anhedonia. This blog will also contain and promote all objects that are detrimental to the human psyche; meaning drugs, mental illnesses, destruction, and death. Please don't send me asks saying how I should quit drugs or etc. You can't save me, you can only hold my hand or join me on my euphoria seeking adventures.
