I’m having a panic attack and I am crying

I can’t fucking breathe and my heart is beating so fucking fast!!! My best friend, the one in jail is online on Facebook.

I don’t know if it’s really him online but if it is…omg

I’m honestly ASHAMED because I never was able to go visit him. If he hates me, I swear I wouldn’t blame him but it would fucking kill me! ):

Cassy died laughing today

I mean… I’m sure everyone has slept with that person when they’re really wasted that they never would have otherwise.

So the only way you can condon your actions to everyone is saying ” What happened? I blacked out ): “

Hahaha yeah I know what happened, sadly ):

And Cassy thought my story of when that happened to me was funny >.>

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Last sack foreal foreal

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OMFG I hate these meds!

So sick! ):

Ugh I need Cassy here with me.

Besides me being sick right meow, life is pretty fucking great for once…like wtf :|.

I’m going to hang out with my old best friend all summer. 

I have a awesome therapist that has helped me move on from something I should have given up on years ago, hahaha I was such a fool!

I haven’t used Heroin at all. Actually I’ve been sober for days now.

I’m happy.

These are all reasons that this summer is going to kick ass. I know it’s going to get better, I can feel it in my bones (:

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Our urls look so pretty together, love pure love <3

Yo se! Es tan hermoso (:

<3

<3

<3 <3 <3 (:

tell me about Cassy.

What would you like to know?

22 May 1 Anonymous Permalink
ambien is a great high and everything. but it literally wipes your memory of everything when on it. do you like not being able to recall anything?

Yes! I love being so fucked I feel as if I’m in make believe land. Everything feels like a dream, I can be anything <3

22 May Anonymous Permalink

I hate taking ulcer medcine

I’m going to be so fucking sick for the next three weeks, FML!

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Hello there, my name is Ian and I'm a worthless junkie that should be shot on sight. This is my personal blog about how I live my life in a state of melancholic anhedonia. This blog will also contain and promote all objects that are detrimental to the human psyche; meaning drugs, mental illnesses, destruction, and death. Please don't send me asks saying how I should quit drugs or etc. You can't save me, you can only hold my hand or join me on my euphoria seeking adventures.


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